Changes.

It's so difficult for me to plan anything.  I don't do well with planning months in advance nor even at times hours in advance.  I just don't do well with that.  A little ironic with all of the planning I have to do at work, I know, but my own life is the complete opposite...thank you Gemini side.  The plans to go to Bali seem to be getting further away or just a little bit more gray.  After agreeing to go to Ireland next year with my mom over spring break, she didn't get the time off but instead got the 2 weeks after school ends off and I just couldn't tell her no after seeing how excited she was.  Now my fear is this....if I go to Ireland in June I might not go to Bali in June.  A big part of me just wants to go to Ireland and then take off from there for Bali, but I don't want to leave my mom alone to get home.....but I think I could do it.  I'm a little worried right now, but I know it'll all work out.  Maybe to Bali for late July/August instead?